I felt sick yesterday but I’m okay today, weird…

I couldn’t see anything clearly yesterday and for the whole day my view was turning around and around. I guess it was because of my low BP, and my bad appetite didn’t help anything. I couldn’t stare to the computer for too long or I would feel that the monitor is dancing. LOL xD that's why i didn't go online yesterday.

But I’m okay today, although I felt a bit warm on my hands and cold on my feet… I am so weird! There must be something really wrong with me, anyone knows? Because I don’t. Well, I think I just need to eat some more, although I don’t really want to, hmm…

Not healthy tiara, you’re so unhealthy and you life is unhealthy as well.

Oh, btw, I’ve updated the 2nd chapter for the Veiled Bliss although actually I want to wait for the poster to be done first, but I can’t wait! T_______T one impatient girl is here, and I feel weird about this chapter, for real. LOL. I don’t know what’s wrong but I know that there’s something wrong. Ah! Hopefully still can amuse you, the third chapter is coming soon, I think along with the poster (I hope…)

And today, I finally found the translation for one of my favorite poems. I'm like pretty sure that every indonesian (including fairy) had ever heard these lines... (translation below)

Aku Ingin

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan
kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan
awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada

English translation:

I Want

I want to love you simply
in words unspoken:
from tinder to the flame which transforms it to ash

I want to love you simply
in signs unexpressed:
from the clouds to the rain which make them evanesce

[Sapardi djoko damono]

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